positif!

12januari 2012

I wasnt feel so good..was staying during night tyme because im having assessment today..my first assessment to be exact..so kunun nk burning the midnight oil la kan..but the worse thing happen when starting from 3am,i started to have abdominal pain,more to suprapubic site..am i having dysmenorrhea?.only that thing came out from my mind..or myb urinary tract infection or cholera?i was so scared because there is cholera outbreak in sandakan currently...however,i just hold the pain till the enxt morning,told my husband but he just said..senggugut ke?me said it wasnt like senggugut pain/dysmenorrhea..i could feel the difference..uti?yaa,i had frequency of urination but there is no urgency or hematuria etc

Went to hospital,working and doing am review like usual but through all the review time i was thingking to do my own UFEME and UPT test,altogether..ujian air kencing utk jangkitan kuman and ujian pregnancy..masa tu ligat kepala fikir nk tulis my real name on the form or how..how bout if kantoi dgn staff nurse?ahh so i just filled up the form,put the yusnita name..i combined my nick name n my sisters' one..tehee then i stamp the form like i always did to my pt...was praying hardly for my heart to be redha with the result later..

Then i continue doing my work..then went to meet mr L to do my assessmnt with him..at that time i was thinking to go to trace my urine test but was very scared of assmnt,luckily lepas la jugak..no so good btw..went back to my ward,suddenly i heard staff nurse disscuss among them..who is yusnita?which pt?ade ke nama yusnita,then they asked me..doctor,siapa ni yusnita?doctor yg sign form ni..my face feel so hot n i knew it was turned into pinkish..err ape result?me asked them but they asked me again in return ,siapa ni doctor?UPT positif?? I was smiling brightly..Only Allah knows my feeling at that tyme..n i was imagining me myself with pregnant tummy and baby arounds..ohmygoshhhh..Alahmdulillah..me the most happiest person on earth...staff nurse semua menjerit kecil..doctorrr!!tahniahhhh..bila doktor amik test ni?doktor buat sendiri?takpe ker nama tipu?i just smiled n couldnt say a word,suddenly my pt's son came to me to ask about her mothers' condition..i was explaining to him with my face still cant hide the smile,n the staff nurses all were staring at me..gosh!! Malu ok..they all semua mahu tahu cerita why suddenly i made the test,by right i habes talking to my pt's son..terus dorg ckp..smbung doktor sambung...i was like errr..oki,actually i did the test because me myself worried about my period which was due for 3 days..usually regular on time or earlier..then one of the sister i mean the head of staff nurse always assume i am pregnant before,always said doctor dont do chemo drugs,doctor jangan angkat patient,doktor tu pregnant n i was like always..err sister sy x pregnant..siapa ckp sy pregnant?huuu n because the sister is an old woman which i anggap mcm my mom,so mestila she has an instinct right..thats why i did..also,all the colleague were encouraging me to get pregnant earlier to get 3precious month of holiday..ok thats it..not finish yet..just hold a bit more..phewww what a day..

After that i was heading towards obs gynae ward,looking for my husband there..sampai je sana..i called him first,easier for me to cari him kan,then jumpa je die terus showed the form,syg..nah cuba tgk...he seems so curious,membelakangi sy n when he saw the UPT result terus die senyum brightly,then he jump a bit put some gap from me n he close his mouth with his hand..haha so cutee..then die tarik n pimpin tgn sy..kenapa buat tak gtaw ni?kenapa tbe2 buat...alhamdulillah...terus die tarik sy ke bilik doktor ho..n it was a sweet fun talking with him..bia sy je taw..hikhik..oh ya,positif pregnant yaw..yayyy!!!!